Channeling My Inner-Derek Jeter or How I Got My Confidence Back

                I’d like to use this blog to offer my thoughts on how I persevered through a serve depression which lasted twenty-eight months. While I was going through it, I had a mental health team, family and friends to back me up. Before I continue talking about me, let me digress and talk about Derek Jeter’s role in helping me dig my way out of a black funk, figuratively speaking, and to find happiness again.

(A.) Channeling My Inner-Derek Jeter:

I cannot remember exactly when I first heard Derek Jeter’s interview. Perhaps, it was 12-18 months ago? My thoughts about Jeter before this interview was that he always seemed to embrace the role of being a key player when the big game was close and the outcome was in doubt. During that timeframe, one day I was sitting at home watching the former New York Yankee shortstop and future Hall of Famer on TV (of course) and his responding to questions with memorable remarks. 

At one point in this interview the questioner asked Derek, “If the game as well as the entire season hangs in the balance, a really good pitcher is challenging you, 50,00 cheering fans are in the stands and fifty million people are watching and/or listening on TV, the internet and on the radio, how do you handle the pressure?” Jeter responded and said the following, “The answer to your question is simple. I’m not afraid to fail.”

At the time I heard this interview, Jeter’s response resonated inside of me. It still does. In an interesting metaphorical way, Derek’s verbal response mirrors the physical act of the swing of his bat. His swing is short, sweet and to the point. I thought that Jeter’s verbal response was succinct, comprehensive, deep and profound. In comparison, I suspect that some players who have great reputations and are well paid, may not admit it but don’t always want to be the man at the plate when a crucial post-season game is on the line and they need to succeed under pressure.

How did Jeter do it? In summary, Derek had lots of talent and remarkable inner will to excel. As a long-time New York Yankee fan, I recall from his rookie (freshman) year onward, Jeter had a lot of experience playing in the post-season. When approaching the plate and settling into the batter’s box in the late innings in an important playoff or World Series game, I would watch him closely.  You could literally see Derek pull himself together as he rose to the occasion. Jeter would take lots of deeps breaths, tell himself out-loud, “Come-on, Come-on” to stay focused and sometimes ask for a short time-out with the umpire’s permission to clear his mind. With his G-d-given reflexes, Jeter would continue to foul-off borderline pitches which could be either a strike or a ball but needed to be neutralized because these pitches were frequently unhittable.

Jeter ranks number six on the all-time list of base hits by a professional major league baseball player during regulation season play. When the opposing pitcher finally threw a predictable and hittable pitch, Derek with his patented Jeterian, inside-out, swing would frequently hit a pitch for a single or a double to right center. Even when challenged by a pitcher who would throw a difficult pitch in an attempt to jam him, Derek would somehow get his swing in a position so that the ball would hit the bathead and the trajectory of the ball would sometimes go in unexpected directions which made it difficult for opposing teams to play a traditional defense because his repertoire was difficult to predict.

Suffice to say Jeter’s workman-like approach to hitting as well as defense was a thing of beauty to watch day-in and day-out. What stays with me is Derek Jeter’s confidence in handling challenging situations and his fearlessness regardless of the outcome. In summary as a five-time member of Word Series championship teams in a twenty-one-year career, his accomplishments are remarkable because of his underlying strength reflected in his “not being afraid to fail”.

(B.) Falling into an Abyss:

On May 21^st, 2010, I started to fall into an abyss leading to severe depression and reemerged twenty-eight months later on September 24^th, 2012. When I was going through it, I reached out to my long time psychologist. I also saw my psychiatrist for medication. My mental help team was of great help to me. They deserve a lot of credit. In addition, my wife was very supportive and so were my friends.

However, getting better was up-to-me. Day-in and day-out, I was the one who had to do the heavy lifting. I had to force myself and get up for work week days. I somehow made it into work even though I did not feel well. I did my best to somehow function.

Why did I fall into a depression? I think because three things happened to me nearly at the same time. For example, my work situation changed because my job was eliminated and there was little or no training for the new position. When this happened, I felt crushed because I lacked the confidence to try something new. Thus, I was unable to “bounce-back” and my work situation never seemed to settle down.

Secondly, my son who was a minor at the time was involved in an incident which caused legal difficulties which didn’t stop after we hired an experienced attorney and worked with a judge who offered lenient terms of probation. As hard as my wife and tried to manage this situation, we could not control it because our son was unwilling to work together with us. After a while, we finally resigned ourselves to the fact that it wasn’t out fault.

Our child hit rock bottom when he was transferred to a secure facility in upstate New York. As involved and caring parents, we felt responsible. But things started to change in a positive direction when our son took an important step by passing his high school general equivalency (GED) diploma and was released to our home in the spring of 2012 after being away from us for a year and a half. Since then, he has relocated to another state in 2014 with his girlfriend. This couple is living independently as they both are employed in full-time salaried jobs and attending college.

Thirdly at the same time our first two problems became evident, we faced another challenge. In 2010 and 2011, we had a vermin infestation in our home. We spent a small fortune at having our co-op deloused.  For that timeframe, it felt like this situation was a biblical plague foisted upon us and that this situation would never end. It’s hard to say if all our efforts day made a difference? Reflecting my sense of humor which fortunately I have regained, it’s my best guess is that 4-5 years ago, the vermin eventually decided to leave our home and find some other family to torment.

(C.) Things Change for the Better After They Continue to Get Worse:

For the first twenty-one years I worked in municipal government, I had a great career. I was able to elevate myself through passing several civil service exams, by receiving merit pay increases for outstanding work performed above and performing work beyond the call of my assigned duties and taking on additional responsibilities while continuing my core areas of expertise in the area of Medicare and Medicaid policy and reimbursement. During these great years, I was able to attend meetings with Commissioners’ who eventually where selected to work for President Obama. Looking back when I became depressed, I felt overmedicated, fatigued, sleepy and had difficulty focusing. The contacts I had developed within my agency over many years no longer seemed to be available to me in a meaningful and helpful way because of either termination of contracts, retirement, promotions and/or a job change.

At some point, two years into my depression, I was still working for the same organization. It was at this time, my immediate supervisor who wished me ill will was trying to get me fired for incompetence.  During the second half of calendar year 2011, I as given an unsatisfactory evaluation.

Shortly thereafter, I was given a second unsatisfactory for the first half of calendar year 2012. It was at this time that I realized that I had slid from the “A” List at work, past the “B” List onto my supervisor’s “S” List.  At this time with two substandard evaluations one after the other within a short timeframe, my head was spinning. I did not feel that I had much strength to fight back. Fortunately, my union supplied an attorney who provided some level of assistance. It was hard to reconcile what was going on because during the previous twenty-one years, I had received just four evaluations during that time period. They were all “outstanding”. Now it felt like I was being given “the bums rush” towards the unemployment line.

In September of 2012, I was informed by supervisor that I was going to be transferred to another unit demoted in civil service grade and receive a pay cut in the range of 16%-17%.  I had no one else who I could think of who would defend me. Appealing this decision did not seem doable and I felt that there was nothing to prevent bad things from happening.

While I was going through this, I did not send out many resumes because I simply felt that I had a total loss of confidence.  I did speak to some of my friends about my situation. However, looking back where hindsight is always perceptive, I should have engaged them more. I can think of two friends who have had great careers in financial services. But somewhere along the line, their positions were terminated and they came back to find new successful job opportunities. It never entered my mind that if other people I knew are treated badly but somehow recovered I could do so as well.

While I was going through this at the advice of my wife, I started to take classes at the Queens College School of Continuing Education. By focusing on school after work hours and also spending other evenings and weekends reading, working on homework and studying for exams, I was able to stop focusing on the bad hand life had dealt me and slowly started to focus learn about the subject-matter which related to the Medicaid and Medicare policy and reimbursement work which I performed during my previous great years in municipal government. As the result of going back to school, I started feeling less depressed and began to regain my focus and to listen to other people. In addition, I started to laugh again, once again had an appetite for food and began to gain weight. All for these things were missing while I was in a deep depression.

On the day I came to work on September 24th, 2012, I was informed was supposed to be the day my demotion went through. While waiting online to buy a morning cup of coffee and a buttered roll outside of my office, an influential co-worker approached me and informed me to my surprise that a third party at my bureau who was a recently promoted to a senior manager position had intervened on my behalf at the last moment to reach out to one of the top people at the human resources office’s at central headquarters. I was told that a “hold” had been placed on my demotion, that I no longer needed to report to the supervisor who was harassing me and that I would be given new responsibilities to perform at work.

It was a big surprise to me. Just prior to receiving my “good news”, I felt that I had reached out to everyone who could to serve as a sounding board, provide input or help. At this point-in-time, I thought that I had run out of people to reach out to. But somehow, there was a stay of execution and someone I never thought of as an ally agreed to step-up and provide assistance. I cannot say that G-d had anything to do with this. But what I had experienced was a minor miracle. Hallelujah.

(D.) Overcoming Adversity and Finding New Role Models to Inspire Me:

A year and five months after my near-demotion at work, I was still employed with the same agency in municipal government. I collapsed at work and was faced with to severe health problems. Fortunately, if a bad thing was going to happen, it happened in front of co-workers who contacted an ambulance where I was brought across the street where qualified doctors were able to diagnose my problem, provide me with effective treatment which saved my life and stabilized me so I could go home after six days of treatment and tests.

Once I returned home from the hospital, I continued to receive assistance with my care from a visiting nurse along with follow-up visits with my primary care doctor and specialists. I tried to watch as little TV as possible and to focus on reading every day. Mostly, I read the NY Times and non-fiction books relating to the biographies and social sciences. What I really like about receiving an ongoing digital copy of the NY Times everyday on my smart phone was the fact that when stories are updated during the day, the paper is updated or revised. So, I can also save copies for future research as well as send copies of interesting articles to my friends all through use of my smart phone.

After a while, I needed another form of distraction or entertainment. Rather than giving into temptation and watching television, I started to view You Tube videos.  Eventually, I focused on boxing matches from a bygone era. What I learned from watching videos of two former heavyweight champions, Joe Louis and Rocky Marciano, was to focus on were their most consequential fights. These bouts were not just entertaining and exciting. Louis and Marciano’s efforts served as a metaphor for what would be of help to me in my professional and personal life.

In summary, both fighters were losing in contests where they were favored by the betting odds makers, boxing writers and fans prior to the fight. In his 1941 bout, Louis had a twenty-five-pound weight advantage over the former Light Heavyweight Champ, Billy Conn. In 1952, Marciano was the undefeated number one twenty-eight-year-old challenger for the Heavyweight Title fighting the reigning champion named Jersey Joe Walcott who was eight years older. In both championship bouts, both fighters, Louis and Marciano, were getting out-boxed and out-punched through the first twelve rounds by their opponents. What both gladiators were able to do was to find a way to fight well and win when they were behind. During both bouts heading into the thirteenth round, all seemed bleak. Both Louis and Marciano continued using the same tactics. What changed was that both boxers seemed to find additional energy and were able to execute better when their opponents made a mistake.

I stand in awe of Louis and Marciano’s accomplishments. Both fighters could easily could have remained disheartened and frustrated and coasted their way through the three remaining, 13^th, 14^th and 15^th, championship rounds. Both fighters refused to lose, escaped defeat and won remarkable victories. So after repeatedly viewing both consequential matches held 60-70 years ago, I am still able to find inspiration in the actions of Louis and Marciano & apply it to my life.

For example, after receiving merit pay raises in both 2002 and 2003 for work above the beyond the call of my responsibilities, I was going to be demoted with a pay cut ten years later for work callously evaluated as incompetence by a demanding and unforgiving supervisor. Through my own hard work, true grit, help from an unexpected source and pure luck, bad things did not happen to me. Seventeen months later, I collapsed at work in front of co-workers and was brought quickly to a medical center where doctors were able to save my life and I was able to make a full recovery. Between challenges to my career and my health, I like to think that channeling my Inner-Joe Louis and Rocky Marciano was of inspiration to me.

Having gotten past my depression and reached a point of equilibrium, I was able to think more clearly and also regain my wit and sense of humor. An evidence of my regaining my self-esteem, I recall once saying to a co-worker in my own humorous self-deprecating manner, “I was just as incompetent in 2002 and 2003 when I received merit pay increases as I was in 2012 when I was almost demoted for unsatisfactory evaluations.”

I feel inspired by both champions. When I am going through difficult times I think about their efforts to help pull me through adverse circumstances. When I need further inspiration to from time-to-time in addition to thinking about Deter Jeter, I also channel my Inner-Joe Louis and Rocky Marciano.

(E.) Getting My Mojo Back:

Before we move forward, let me explain that Mojo is a word that is defined by Webster’s Dictionary. Mojo can be thought of as a power that may seem magical and allows someone to be very effective and successful. I find this word to be particularly useful and I have included this word in the title to the section of this blog.

In 2014 after my second hospitalization, I received a phone call to come in for a second interview with a municipal agency for a new high profile position. Although it had been a week, since I was released from the medical center post-surgery, I was not in any pain. However, I still felt weak. Against my better judgement, I accepted the appointment for an interview, put on a nice suit with a shirt, tie and pocket hankie and took the subway into Manhattan in order to attend this meeting.

Prior to my interview, I researched what the job responsibilities might be required for this new position. I also read quite a bit about the controversies involving the municipal agency regulating a particular industry. I also discovered the involvement of the executive (the Mayor), the legislature (City Council) and the businesses along with their lawyers and consultants which needed to be regulated now that new laws and administrative oversight were in place. These businesses represented a multi-billion-dollar industry.

The second interview was interesting, entertaining and exciting. I said things that I have never said in many interviews before and after. At one point near the end of our conversation, I leaned over to the most senior manager in the room and said, “I’m not applying for this interview to simply do good work. I am here because I aspire to do great work.” Secondly, I said, “I have a good idea for a job transit plan for this newly created position.” I then added, “If A, B, C & D are in place, I anticipate remarkable success.” Thirdly as a follow-up comment, I said to one of my interviewers, “Are you with me?!” The surprised look on my interviewer’s face and his nodding an affirmative was priceless even more important than the confirming verbal remark of “Yes”. I must have had an adrenaline rush in this meeting, because I had never spoken like that to anyone in a job interview before or after.

 Eventually senior management decided to offer this job to another candidate. I have attended many interviews over many years, but I have never been as well prepared nor rendered a more exceptional performance than I have ever done for this position. In addition, I have never had as much fun for these interviews as I can recall. I don’t think that I could have given a better interview. Why I fell short is something I don’t really think about.

After this interview, I briefly asked myself several questions including, “Did I show too much enthusiasm?” Was I “too bombastic (over-the-top)?” “Was there anything I would do over again?” That self-examination did last long which is a good thing. It was refreshing to know that I didn’t care what they may have thought. What counts most importantly was that I thought and felt that my effort was great.

In summary, I entered into an important meeting and set out to accomplish what I intended to do. For the first time in years, I felt that the old Michael was back. What I felt walking out of this interview still resonates inside me and has served as a valuable lesson. In summary, I started to believe in myself.

(F.) Concluding Thoughts:

For the first 20-21 years working in municipal government, I thrived by working on important projects which helped make my agency and, perhaps, the world to be a better place. I attended meetings with commissioners who have gone from employment with the City of New to working for President Obama in the federal government. I passed infrequently given and challenging civil service exams and received merit pay increases for outstanding work perform above and beyond the call of my responsibilities.

Philosophically speaking, I suppose that life sometimes hands you a basketful of lemons and in a figurative sense you try to find a way to made them into tasty lemonade. I believe that this sentence means is that life is filled with unexpected situations and often its necessary to make adjustments or change plans. Thus sometimes, it’s necessary to change strategy, work through or around a challenge, stay positive and/or be cheerful.

The thing about life is that frequently things are changing and every day is different. Also, the challenge about life is that we need to live it one day at a time. It often seems that once challenges are managed new ones come along.

At other times, life seems quiet. In those times, I think that its best to rest and recharge our batteries. After a while, it’s helpful to focus on new goals in order to be productive. Staying focused while remaining connected to loved ones and friends is important in order to ensure self-preservation.

Lastly, I am thankful for the work and efforts of my sports heroes – Derek Jeter, Joe Louis and Rocky Marciano. The values they stood for and what they accomplished are meaningful to me and relates not only to sports, it also relates to my everyday life. I apply the lessons learned from these athletes by listening and watching everything coming along in my world as the day transpires. I try to use Jeter, Louis and Marciano as role models in my life every day.

My Thoughts on What G-d Means to Me

       I was raised in the suburbs of Nassau Country Long Island in a town called Wantagh. I am a Reform Jew. I don’t go to synagogue regularly nor do I speak Hebrew particularly well. And yet, I have a strong sense of Jewish identity reflected in my visiting Israel for ten days when I was twenty years old, attending Solidarity Rallies for Soviet Jewry in the 1980s, observing Israeli Day Parades in New York City and raising a son who was Bar Mitzvah at the age of thirteen.
(A.) How I Initially Thought About G-d:
During the past two years, my relationship with G-d has changed much to my surprise. I never thought that I would write an essay about G-d. However, now it seems like a good idea. It is my presumption that all believers, regardless of their religious affiliation, have a different way of finding G-d and determining what G-d means to them. In the past perhaps thirty five years ago when questioned about this topic, I would state that it was my way of thinking that, “G-d created man and then man created G-d.” Googling this quote recently, I was able to discover that this quote comes from Genesis in what is either called the Torah by Jews or the Old Testament by Christians.
Before I discuss my most recent epiphany, I want to touch upon another thought that I have had about G-d in the past. For many years, it seemed to me that G-d was a force of nature which created the universe, the stars, the earth and everything else down to sub-atomic particles. In a nutshell, this concept sounds like a mechanistic way of looking like our creator. Taken to its logical conclusion, G-d can be seen as simply just a series of mathematical equations overlapping into the science of physics. Does this approach include a G-d who cares deeply about my pain and struggles during challenging times and also cheers me on when things go well? Is G-d my friend so I don’t feel so alone?  My best guess is that in the past, I believed in both a G-d as a force of nature and a G-d who I can pray to when feeling depressed, lonely or overwhelmed.
(B.) Finding G-d through My Reading of History, Using My Intellect and Opening My Heart:
Many of my fellow Jews find G-d and their religious identity through communal prayer, studying our holy books, Torah and Talmud, singing holiday songs, dancing to Israeli or Klezmer Music and meals with family members, friends and sometimes with the community at holidays. I have experienced all of the above. For me, I have discovered that another way of finding G-d is through my reading of history. I love reading history. However, it is so much more than facts, figures, dates and events. It helps me determine why the world is the way it was and is, how history has evolved, what’s going on today and what can we anticipate for our future so our children and grandchild can survive and prosper.
At one time, I read everything I could about the History of the Jews as well as the Politics and History of the Middle East and the State of Israel. Among all the books I have read about this subject-matter, one author stands out above all others. His name is Max Dimont. The books which I am thinking about are entitled, “Jews, G-d and History” and “The Indestructible Jews.”
Dimont discusses all 4,000 years of Jewish history. For me, the most important time where Jewish survival was most in doubt was after the destruction of Second Temple in 70 AD. Dimont walks the reader through why the Jews were able to survive 1,900 years in the diaspora, lived away from the Land of Israel and survived and achieved remarkable accomplishments. At that time, the leaders of the Jewish revolt against the Roman Empire, Rabbi Akiva ben Joseph, the spiritual leader and the militia general Simon bar-Kokhba and their fighters were soundly beaten. As a consequence of this defeat, the Jewish leaders were executed. As a result of this war, most Jews no longer lived in Israel and migrated to countries throughout the world. All that remained were a small group of Talmudic scholars and their families.
What’s fascinating for me is the research of theologians, historians and archeologists who have determined why did the Jews not wither away and end as a religion? The Jews were able to survive nearly two millennia to outlast the Roman Empire, remain outside of the two monotheistic faiths which borrowed Jewish concepts (Islam and Christianity), prevailed over expulsion from England and other countries, escaped the Inquisition on the Iberian Peninsula and survived Russian pogroms and Nazi genocide. Three years after the Nazi perpetrated Holocaust where 35% of world Jewry was murdered, the State of Israel became a nation for the first time since antiquity. In my way of thinking if that is not a miracle, what is?
(C.) So Why Did the Jews Survive and The State of Israel Became a Nation After Arguably Suffering Its Greatest Tragedy?
My understanding of history reveals that after the Second Temple was destroyed, much of the Jewish community was dispersed through Europe, Africa and Asia.  Later, Jews also settled in the Americas and Australia/New Zealand. It was at that time, Judaism faced a great challenge. What kept the Jews together stems from the fact that we took our holy books, the Torah and Talmud, with us. We prayed in temples, synagogues, yeshivas and Jewish centers.
We learned the languages and cultures of other countries while retaining of knowledge of Hebrew and also created our own supplemental languages including Yiddish, Ladino and Bukharin. We worked in businesses, trades, professions, science and entertainment in order to put a roof over our heads, clothes on our back and food in our stomachs to sustain our families and ourselves. Not all of us prospered. Many Jews were able to find jobs in gentile lands, were not held in high regard and often discriminated against. Some of us inter-married and lost contact with our religious faith while others retained the venerated traditions. We also remained flexible as a religious faith by expanding across a wide-spectrum of observance between orthodox (traditional & modern), conservative, reform and reconstructionist. This tolerance of different ways of observance among the Jews has been not been without controversy. However, it’s largely been peaceful.
When we add up the numbers, we are not a large group of people. There are fourteen million Jews at the same time the world population is now seven billion people and rapidly growing. So therefore, we are 2/10 of 1 percent of the world’s population. Judaism has not only influenced the Jewish faith, it has also greatly influenced the other monotheistic faiths, Islam and Christianity. There are now approximately 3.8 billion people who are either Muslims or Christians. We also share the same patriarchs and matriarchs, Abraham, Sarah and Hagar. Thus we (Muslims, Christians and Jews) are in-a-sense cousins.
In addition, 1.5 billion Chinese, Cubans, Vietnamese and North Koreans look to political and economic philosophy of a lapsed Jew named Karl Marx and believe in a creed known as Communism. Communism has had a profound impact on world events through the 20th and 21st centuries.
In terms of the secular world, Jewish influence has been remarkable. For example, Albert Einstein’s concepts of the universe are still being discussed, debated and explored. Another iconic figure that has broken new ground during the past one hundred or more years was Sigmund Freud’s theories and practice into the inner workings of the mind which has greatly influenced medicine and talk therapy. Some of Freud’s ideas have been discarded and others remain the bedrock of psychiatry and psychology. However, Freud still remains important to mental health professionals and throughout popular culture. Thirdly through secular fields, the contributions of Jews in science, medicine, business, finance, entertainment, government and culture has been valuable to our world.
(D.) What Does All This History Mean?
Getting back to Max Dimont’s books and his thoughts about the Jews and G-d for me, it all adds up. My conclusion is that summing up 4,000 years of Jewish history either G-d had directly spoken to the Jews or the Jews were divinely inspired to carry on their faith while at the same time benefiting theology and spirituality as well as the secular world. Therefore, it is Dimont’s and my way of thinking and feeling that this is all not an accident. G-d does not favor the Jews over other religious faiths. But by surviving, being productive and helping make our world a better place, I am left with a sense that the story of Jewish history is extraordinary, meaningful, inspiring and awesome. So through my reading of history, I am left with an immense spiritual feeling which at times transcends logic and I feel a sense of wonder and much closer to G-d.
(E.) It’s Not Intellectual. It’s Simply Feeling That G-d Is Out There:
(1.) What Happened to Me on 01-31-2014?
On 01-31-2014, I was feeling fine as I arrived to my office at work. Most prominent on my mind when I sat down at my desk was the fact that I was worried about my wife’s problem with our car due to a dead battery in our parking garage, a snow storm on that same day and her emergent need to arrive to work on time to the public school where she works. Later that morning and five seconds before I collapsed under my desk, I had no idea that I was going to lose consciousness and faced to life threatening health problems which could have killed me.
What was my problem on that particular day? The theory as told to me by my hospital doctors is that when I had periodontal scaling four days before with my periodontist, I did not take an antibiotic, Amoxicillin, to prevent infection. The rationale and medical terminology as explained to me was that the antibiotic provides prophylaxis or protection. The interesting thing is that I have been seeing periodontists for over thirty years two to three times per year to treat recurrent gingivitis and I never needed this medication before treatment.
Therefore, some time prior to this dental procedure, something in my physiology changed. Thus due to this procedure and my not knowing that I needed to take an antibiotic to prevent possible harm, I was afflicted with an embolic stroke. This resulted in a loss of oxygen in the blood flow to my brain. Another microbe traveling to my aortic heart valve caused an infection in my aortic knows as endocarditis.
I was brought by a stretcher to the ambulance were I was taken several hundred feet across the street to the hospital emergency room. I was in and out of consciousness as emergency room personnel pulled off my clothes. I could hear medical personnel state that I was suffering from a stroke. I was aware enough of what was going on to understand that I had a serious medical condition.
The next morning when I woke up in intensive care hooked-up to two or three machines, my thoughts in sequential order were the following. I first knew that I had a stroke the previous day and I was surprised and thankful that my brain remembered my name. So understanding that I had experienced a stroke, I sensed that I was off to a good start. Secondly, I was also thankful that I had comprehensive health care coverage. Having reacquainted myself with hospital generated expenses and billing through a Time Magazine months before, I had a rough idea what my bill might be even though I had no idea how longer I would be an inpatient? If I had unfortunately been a self-pay patient, I knew that the out-of-pocket costs would have totaled a small fortune.
Thirdly being hooked up to an EKG and other machines, I needed to use a bedpan to perform a bal- movement. Using a bedpan was uncomfortable and I was unable to clean myself after defecating as I would normally do. Eventually after before a bal-movement, my registered nurses who happened to be from the Philippines were able to take care of my immediate needs by cleaning me without delay nor complaint. My nurses were very professional and their efforts were much appreciated by me.
While reflecting these simple but important acts of kindness, my mind wandered to thoughts of a typhoon which devastated large parts of their homeland two to three months before. After aid workers from the Philippines and other nations had conducted an initial assessment, it was determined that 10,000 people were swept away and most likely drowned in the storm. I never asked my nurses questions about how they were affected by this terrible act of nature, instead I had an ongoing conversation in my mind.
The answer to my question thankfully came quickly to me. While lying in my intensive care bed, I recalled a book I read at least twenty years before that was written by a Rabbi named Harold Kushner. This book is entitled, “When Bad Things Happen to Good People”. That morning, I asked myself, “If my nurses have families back in their homeland who have suffered painful loses, “Why am I so fortunate?” The answer to my question was addressed by Rabbi Kushner in his book. He stated that there is a lot of randomness in our world, the planet Earth. Kushner also states that G-d is not involved in causing a terrible storm. So, bad things happening to good people is a question of probabilities or as I like to put it, I call it “the actuarial approach”. So therefore if these actions cause injury or death to people, “Where is G-d?” In his response, Kushner said that “G-d is on the side of the victims and the family members who are grieving.” I found Rabbi Kushner’s philosophy to be comforting.
 Just to summarize within forty-eight hours after collapsing, I quickly went from my office, to an ambulance, to an emergency room to an intensive care unit (ICU). During the end of this timeframe, I was brought to a hospital ward with five roommates in beds. This ward was quite busy with doctors, nurses, technicians and other hospital personnel coming in and out at all hours of the day and night.
At some point, I got up from my bed and ventured out to go for a walk through the ward in my hospital gown. It was shortly after I started to stroll through this room; I passed by a senior attending physician who recognized me, introduced himself, gave me his business card and shook my hand. The doctor then said, “We saved your life in the emergency room two days ago.” No one had ever spoken to me like this before. I was struck silent by the enormity of this short but powerful message. The only reply I could utter was, “Thank you.” This feedback impressed upon me an understanding that I had come close to death or long term disabilities.
Fortunately for me, I collapsed at work. Thinking about this encounter, it seems that on occasions being lucky means all the difference in the world. I never spoke with this doctor again. However, our brief conversation still resonates inside and I presume will always stay with me. My feeling of thankfulness will never leave me. Our discussion changed everything. It was a profound moment in my life. Objectively, I cannot prove that G-d exists. However, I get up every day and reflexively thank G-d that I am alive. I regularly tell myself, “There for the grace of G-d go you and I.”
Sometimes, I react in my mind differently to what people say because of my experiences. From time-to-time, I can hear co-workers at work say on a Monday morning, “I’d rather not be here. I cannot wait until the weekend to enjoy by leisure time.” I know that this person may have not had the same life experiences as men or my insights into a near-death experience. But when I hear that the type of conversation, I chuckle to myself, smile and say nothing. I now realize that each day I am alive and well. Life is too valuable to put myself on hold and not appreciate each day of the work week.
I work in municipal government. Sometimes, I meet with friends and co-workers who ask me when I am going to retire. When I hear that, I sometimes say to myself, life is existential and sometimes unfair. I then say out loud so all can hear, “I may have thirty-five years left or thirty-five seconds. It’s not now time for me to openly discuss these thoughts that may lead to future plans.” I suppose what I am feeling is that I embrace life and I will accept whatever life and G-d has to offer me. I’m far from a “Zen-like” figure in my philosophy. In this blog, I am simply expressing my thoughts and feelings about in channeling my Inner-Robert Frost, a famed poet, about what I have experienced in having embarked on taking “the road not taken”.
(2.) September 11th, 2001:
It wasn’t until twelve plus years after my 01-31-2014 health-scare that the gravity of 09/11/2001 hit home. Specifically on 09/11/2014, I belatedly realized the obvious regarding why I came home on that terrible date. At that time, I was still working in municipal government. I came to work at my usual 07:30 am in an office across from City Hall where both the Mayor and the City Council worked. This location was 3 ½ blocks away from the World Trade Center (WTC) which was located on Church Street and where the jet planes crashed in both WTC towers.
A second factor which stood in my favor on 09/11 was that when reading my morning, NY Times, newspaper when near the end of my morning commute, the subway conductor said into the loud speaker, “City Hall". With this notification, I pulled myself away from my paper, got off the subway, bought my morning coffee and a buttered Kaiser roll for breakfast and headed upstairs to my office. If I had arrived to work later than normal and missed by stop, I would have ended up under the WTC subway stop. By 08:30 am and 09:00 am on that particular day, being located under the WTC and getting off the subway was the wrong place to be.
I suppose that many people who survived that day are still asking themselves, “Why am I alive?” They might also be asking themselves, “Why did many thousands of people who did not deserve to be murdered perish on 09/11?” In response to these questions, I am drawn to Rabbis Kushner’s explanation that G-d had nothing to do with punishing innocent people, that there is randomness in our world and that G-d was grieving with the departed victims and their families.
(F.) In Conclusion:
In this blog, I have written about the way I feel closer to G-d in a rather unusual way. I have gravitated to the social sciences especially history since I was in second grade and seven years old. In what I describe as the intellectual approach”, this realization stems from my reading of Jewish history which generates thoughts and feelings about our creator. We as a people have managed to survive not simply for survival sake. But, we have made a rather large contribution in the world we live in terms of spirituality, theology and the secular world. What I have read are not just facts, dates, statistics and events. Our history it not simply by chance, luck or good fortune. Nothing about this story is gratuitous. I think about G-d’s relationship to the Jews and my relationship to both G-d and my fellow Jews. Whatever we have accomplished, we have earned.  But, now is not the time for us to rest on our laurels. There is almost always more work to be done.
I am not the kind of person who wears his spirituality and religious faith on his sleeve. However, I do respect people who are much more vocal about this subject. I suppose it all has to do with the fact that I am in my early sixties and I know that I will not live forever. So, perhaps why I am headed in a direction about writing about G-d stems from the fact that I am in-touch with my own mortality?
When I think about the days when it was possible that I may not have come home alive, 09/11/2001 and 01/31/2014, I recognize that pure good fortune or luck was on side. Even if G-d had nothing to do with my coming home on both days, I still get up every day and thank our creator that I am alive even if at times I am still struggling to define what G-d is? However, I am not troubled. G-d and I have an evolving and ongoing relationship.
As a consequence of these near-death experiences, I have done some thinking and I try to tell myself the following daily affirmations:
• “Talk less, listen more and ask thoughtful questions.”;
• “Stay focused, remain calm and retain your sense of humor”;
• “If you cannot modify someone else’s behavior, change your perspective and the world changes underneath your feet’;
• “On a daily basis, try to maintain the proper balance between self-confidence and humility”;
• “If you temporarily forget the first four daily affirmations, go back to #1 and try again.”
What I now know having survived is the following. It is far less important that the people I inter-act with on a daily basis including family, friends, co-workers and acquaintances know that I am smart or funny. Its far more important that I listen to everyone I speak to with and they all walk away from our conversation and they know that I have focused on what they are thinking and feeling and they have been respected.
In addition, it all starts with having a good sense of self. If you love yourself, you can love everyone you come in contact within your world. I try to remain steadfast to these principles because they help guide me, aid me in remaining true to myself and keep me on track. I don’t want the near-death experiences I have encountered in my lifetime to have been in vain and I want to strive on a daily basis to be a truly better person.

My Thoughts on Today’s Politics and How We Can Move Forward Together

                This essay involves is a discussion of values which are a core of my religious faith, Judaism, and how they all tie-in with the secular world of American political thought. In addition, I am interested in discussing how we can incorporate these principles to build bridges between Conservative Republicans and Progressive Democrats and create “win-win” situations.
Also, the ideological brain-trust, James Madison and Alexander Hamilton, who helped develop, defend and ratify the US Constitution two hundred twelve years ago deserve great a credit because without their efforts our American politics and government would be vastly different than it is today.
In addition, in the United States, the free market system (our private and non-profit sectors) accounts for 75% of the American economy. The power of the federal government partnering with other levels of government as well as our capitalist system can do enormous good.
For a plethora of reasons, I recognize that time is short in America and the world we live in. There is an emergent need to try to find a middle course so that all parties across the political, ideological, social and economic divide can buy-in to a productive agenda.
 Finally, I like to think that we, Americans, are all in this together. We need to find a way to for all low income and middle class citizens ensure equity, opportunity and justice in our democratic and capitalist system to promote new programs which are utilitarian in nature. When I use the term utilitarian, I believe that public dollars should seek to be spent wisely with benefits affecting the greatest good for the greatest number.
Lastly Market Justice is a belief in the free-market system to economically benefit all Americans based upon talent, hard work and sacrifice. Social Justice is a belief that when the free-market system fails to benefit all Americans even in times of robust growth and when Market Justice falls short of the mark, effective governmental action is required. The power of government to improve the governed is truly remarkable.  This participation is an implied contract between the government and those receiving benefits and places a responsibility upon both parties.
(1.) How My Religious Faith Ties-In with My Academic Studies, Professional Career and Personal Philosophy:

• It is my presumption that most major religions all believe in basic principles such as “The Golden Rule” which states, “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” My research reveals that this quote is attributed directly to both the old and new testaments.

• The other day, I was having coffee with a co-worker. She asked me, “What does Judaism stand for?” I responded I said that it basically relates to three concepts Rakmones (Empathy), Tzedakah (Charity and Good Deeds) and Tikkun Olam (Heal the World).

• Although I did receive a religious education as a Reform Jew growing up in the suburbs of Long Island, New York, it wasn’t until recently that I never made the connection between the home that I was raised in, my religious faith and my studies in political science and public administration throughout college, my career in municipal government and my support of a national progressive political agenda. My thinking is that it is all these experiences and the development of ideas are connected.

(2.) How James Madison and Alexander Hamilton Advocated for Approval of the United States Constitution for Empowering the Federal Government We See Today:

• I believe in the ideas of the ideological brain trust who advocated the approval of the United States Constitution in 1787. The rationale for the US Constitution was established by a man named Alexander Hamilton who eventually became our first Secretary of the Treasury. His partner for this task, James Madison, would eventually become the fourth President of the United States.

• After the Constitutional Convention in Philadelphia agreed upon a totally new framework of operating our federal government, the new Constitution replaced an unworkable document known as the Articles of Confederation in 1788. Following the convention in Philadelphia both men wrote a series of articles in order to try influence the State of New York’s Convention in Albany, New York, to approve or reject New York’s entering the new union and agreeing that this document, the US Constitution, was the new law of the land.

• Fortunately, the convention narrowly passed its approval of the new US Constitution by a vote of 30 to 27 and the State of New York remained part of the United States. This new document became the supreme law of our nation and made our federal government and the nation as a whole much stronger. It would help us to eventually grow to be a world power.

• Back when Madison wrote his chapters of the Federalist Papers, there were no political parties. However, there were individuals throughout the original thirteen states who were members of political, economic and regional elite groups. Madison referred to these stakeholders as factions. Madison believed that men at their worst were guided by greed and at their best influenced by enlightened self-interest. In Federal Paper # 45, Madison reflected those sentiments when he stated, “If men were angels, government would not be necessary.” Therefore, I understand what Madison had a realistic understanding of human nature. So at the end of the day in his way of thinking, government is sometimes our last and best hope.

• Also because of the conflict between the original thirteen colonies and Great Britain during the American Revolution and the experiences of governing during the first ten years of our new nation, Madison expressed a concern about too much power concentrated within the federal government which would be out-of-control and unfairly oppress citizens. Thus, Madison wanted each major branch of the government, the executive (The President), the legislature (The House of Representatives and the Senate) and the Judiciary (The Supreme Court and The Lower Federal Courts), to be a check against the excesses of the other branches.

• Today, some Americans are frustrated that the system does not move in a more effective and efficient manner. Governmental paralysis in our nation’s capital, and its Washington, DC, is sometimes referred to as “Grid-Lock”. In college, we had an “old school” and far more nuanced way of referring to the constitution its system of checks and balances. This concept is called Madisonian Democracy.

• When Madison became the United States Secretary of State under the third President Thomas Jefferson and later served as the fourth President, American bought the Louisiana Purchase from France and doubled the land-mass of America. Also to protect American shipping where merchandise onboard was being seized on the high-seas, the United States was required to send our navy and marines to the shores of Tripoli in North Africa in what is now Libya to successfully defeat the Barbary Coast Pirates. These experiences changed Madison outlook on governing. Madison was no longer was a small government conservative and Madison saw the wisdom of a more powerful President to protect American interests in a different perspective.

• Alexander Hamilton who has been dead for two hundred twelve years is now a pop-star celebrity in 2016 with a Tony Award winning Broadway musical named after him. Hamilton believed that a vigorous executive branch (President) was necessary to help facilitate nation-building to help grow a weak nation into a world power through economic alliances and trade, paying off debts, protecting some vital industries with tariffs, improving harbors at coastal ports (infrastructure) well as building a strong military to help project and protect American interests. Hamilton’s vision of a strong executive branch was one hundred fifty years ahead of its time. It was not until Franklin Delano Roosevelt (FDR) and the New Deal took center stage in American politics and our federal government in 1933 during the Great Depression that the American Presidency grew in stature and the entire executive branch of government increased in numbers of staff and power to ensure effective governmental action.

(3.) How the Nixon-Kennedy Debates of 1960 Ties-In with The Concepts of Market Justice and Social Justice:

• When I feel unsatisfied by today’s 2016 Presidential Primary season, I often watch the 1960 Nixon-Kennedy debates on my smart phone thanks to You Tube and C-Span. These debates were the first televised Presidential debates and were also being covered on radio. TV, a new medium of mass-communication, changed the way politics was conducted. Many historians and pundits seem to remember just the first debate. However, there were four debates and all were covered simultaneously by the major networks, ABC, CBS & NBC, for one hour each on a weekday during prime time in the month of September and October 1960. There was no cable TV or internet back in 1960. Lastly as I recall, very few people had color TV at that time.

• When watching the debates, one of the most glaring features which struck me was that both candidates seemed politically closer that they would like to admit. In addition, the degree of civility between the candidates was markedly better than the 2016 Presidential Primary Debates especially among the seventeen Republican candidates who were originally running for this office.

• In terms of language, political philosophy and politics, the country was different in 1960. The Republican, Richard M. Nixon (RMN), did not use the term conservative to describe himself.  At no point did Nixon reach out to Evangelical Christians in his opening remarks or in any response to reporter’s questions, RMN did not criticize John F. Kennedy (JFK) for being a Catholic nor discuss where he stood on the pro-life or pro-choice positions. The debate about reproductive freedom was not a national issue. At different times, Nixon would talk about the need for federal intervention in terms of civil rights, price supports for farmers, educational funding and the threat of international communism. But philosophically, Nixon overall tended to default in believing that the free market system, or Market Justice, could resolve many issues discussed at the federal level.

• Kennedy made it clear that individuals and the states had responsibilities in issues in which the federal government took part. Surprisingly, JFK advocated the judicious use of federal power and he was reticent to endorse policies which would involve a national take-over of entire industries. However, Kennedy wanted to also strike a balance by appearing to support the Adlai Stevenson-Eleanor Roosevelt liberal wing of the Democratic Party. Kennedy embraced the past leadership of former Democrat Presidents Woodrow Wilson, Franklin Roosevelt and Harry Truman citing reasons for effective governmental action to help seniors with Social Security retirement benefits, building and funding the Tennessee Valley Authority (TVA) providing cost-effective electricity to citizens and businesses over many states, providing food packages to help those hungry and less fortunate and government priced supports helping farmers against an unforgiving free market.

• It is my view that Kennedy and Nixon were both talking about the terms of market justice and social justice without specifically mentioning both concepts. Market Justice presumes that the present American System includes democratically elected politicians at the local, state and federal levels of government.  Complementing the political system is a free-market capitalist and voluntary (non-profit) system which encompasses 75% if the American economy. Market Justice presumes that nearly all Americans can live the American Dream by raising children in a nice home with good public schools as well as save funds in order to send their children to college and to build a retirement fund.

• Social Justice presumes that the present system is not robust enough to help aid the chronically unemployed, low income and middle income wage earners to earn income to afford a better life and fulfill the American Dream. Therefore, our capitalist system even at its best does not always provide for equity, opportunity and justice for all Americans.

• What remedial measures can or should government provide to enhance opportunities for all through enhanced efforts in providing training, job opportunities, housing, food and health care coverage? We’ll discuss this rhetorical question in the next section.

(4.) Is Social Justice Necessary?

In attempting to answer the question, “Is Social Justice Necessary?’ I will ask rhetoric questions and make the following comments:
• Should government focus on spending public dollars for paying for an individual’s trade school or college so that individual will have a marketable skill to seek a job in the private, voluntary (Non-Profit) or public sectors? If private sector jobs are not available, should government provide the difference with the goal of full employment? If so, what kind of jobs should be made available? Are the jobs which could be assigned having anything to do with infrastructure (building roads and bridges) development? Might the recent problems of lead in the drinking water of residents of Flint, Michigan, reflect a larger nation-wide problem with the government tasked with another infrastructure problem essential to the public good?

• If we were to align people’s skills through training so that work could be performed in an effective manner, how would we pay for this? Through a gas tax (consumption) tax, another form of taxation or deficit spending?  If a decision is made not to go ahead with job training or a jobs program, will those citizens cast-aside have no other recourse but to turn to crime as an alternative?

• Will the funds not spent on job training and building roads, bridges, reservoirs and sewage treatment plants whether city, state or federal monies be spent instead on the criminal justice system including the police, the courts and the prisons?

• Why the word infrastructure is frequently discussed in terms of job programs?  I suppose that the answer to this question is that historically government has focused on the services mentioned above as well as treating and maintaining water for the common good as well as sewage treatment. These are services all citizens use, rich or poor, and businesses (private, non-profit and government) for the common good. If private businesses are reluctant to render services, its frequently necessary for government to fill the void to benefit all citizens.

• For example, from time-to-time, the federal government has aided key industries of great importance to national economics for sustained growth. In the 1860s, the federal government gave land to the railroad and telegraph companies to help facilitate the trans-continental railway and telegraph endeavors.

• We do not live in a planned economy where the government announces a five-year production plan for consumer goods. We let the market place decide what goods the private sector should produce in terms of new and innovative products. The digital revolution which has transformed business in the past twenty years was a reflection of American ingenuity and the capitalist free-market system. The federal government may have originally helped develop the internet. However next steps were advanced through Americas free-market economy. Through the past generation, it was entrepreneurs including Bill Gates, Steve Jobs, Jeff Bezos, Mark Zuckerman and others who changed the way business was conducted in America and throughout the world by combining technical innovation and wise business practices.

(5.) What Going On with the 2016 Elections?

We have been in the process of selecting a future President of the United States through the Republican and Democrat primaries. We will also be having political races for the new United States Congress as well as elections at the state-level for governor and the legislatures. Please note the following:
• Today, it appears that the country is in much better financial shape than eight years ago in 2008. At that time, there was a belief that our biggest banks were not financially healthy and that in worst case scenarios depositors would come to the banks and ask that all of their money be returned. This situation of massive withdrawals based upon fear of our economic future is referred to as a run on the banks which could result in banks defaulting and possibly going out of business. During and after a financial melt-down, it was feared that there would be chaos out on the streets including rioting and looting of businesses.

• In order to calm the financial markets and assure the American people, President George W. Bush, hired a new Treasury Secretary, Hank Paulson, who was able to persuade our Congress to appropriate $800 billion in funds to be loaned to the banks with interest along with aid to a prominent brokerage house (Goldman Sachs) and funds to a giant insurance company (AIG). The Obama Administration was elected into office and these funds were then distributed. Some firms such as the Lehman Brothers brokers were allowed to fail. The federal government favored some industries including the American auto industry which was saved through financial assistance to two of the United States’ big three car companies, Chrysler and General Motors, which were given a financial loan bail-out.

• Since the 2008/2009 financial crisis, many of the bank loans have been repaid with interest, the unemployment rate has been reduced, gas prices at the pump have been lowered, the American Auto Industry has once again become profitable, annual federal budget deficits have been cut in half and the New York Stock Exchange (NYSE) is functioning in a bull market even though China continues to manage its challenging financial difficulties.

• So if our nation’s economy is in good shape after eight years of slow but steady growth, why are so many disaffected voters supporting Trump in the Republican primaries and Sanders for the Democrats? It appears that many middle class Americans don’t feel middle class any longer and are just getting by. Many are juggling more than one job with both heads of the household working. Many people including homeowners and renters have little savings and are living from pay check to pay check. These days it all seems impossible to do all of the following at the same time while raising children, paying a mortgage and maintaining a home, saving for a child’s college and investing money for retirement.

• The top Republican candidate, Donald Trump, a self-proclaimed billionaire, a reality TV star and a successful entrepreneur, has been using nativist language pointing out that 11-12 million undocumented residents living in the United States should be deported because these people are living here illegally, many are violent criminals and the surplus labor is either driving down wages in the job marketplace or taking jobs away from citizens who are out of work.

• Trump is a showman who skillfully uses new modes of communication including the internet and social media to reach out to supporters. He is also a smart, ambitious, opportunistic and ruthless businessman turned presidential candidate. Trump answers to questions as a candidate about perceived problems are either not true or simply disruptive to the economy. Trump is being praised by his supporters regardless of what he says as “not being a politician”. In addition, supporters who praise him say that “he tells it like it is”.

• People who disagree with him believe that his rhetoric is rubbish and creates an atmosphere of anger, disharmony and potential violence. If Trump was elected President and was able to magically deport 11-12 million undocumented residents, America’s image would be tarnished at home and internationally and much work we now take for granted would be left undone. Also for example, crops would not be picked on farms, dishes would not be bused in restaurants, beds would not be made in hotels and construction projects would be delayed.

• The Democrats are for effective governmental actions to improve the Affordable Care Act (ACA), Obamacare, to raise the federal minimum wage, to create a new entitlement for paying for citizens attending public college and to rebuild America through public works (Infrastructure) projects. If legislated into law, it’s uncertain how these initiatives would be paid for?

• In the past eight years, the Republicans have been against most of Obama’s initiatives include health care reform (ACA), trade (the Trans Pacific (TPP) Partnership), nuclear proliferation (The Iran Nuclear Deal), global warming (The Paris Climate Accords), Wall Street (Dodd-Franks) Reform, diplomatic relations with Cuba and a Supreme Court nominee to fill the late Antonin Scalia’s vacant seat. Compared to 56 years ago, both parties and major candidates share little common ground on domestic and international policy.

• At this time, it seems to me that the most prominent Republican proposal looks to Market Justice through trillions of dollars in tax cuts to the wealthy to stimulate the economy and to generate new jobs. These policies were previously advocated and implemented by former Presidents Ronald Reagan and George W. Bush. There is no talk among Republicans about remedial government measures or Social Justice in an attempt to rejuvenate America economically and to help the disadvantaged.

(6.) In Conclusion:
My initial thoughts in this essay were about how my religious faith’s values have influenced me academically, professionally and personally. I am aware that many of our Founding Fathers who wrote the Declaration of Independence, the US Constitution and the Bill of Rights were Christians and very familiar with both the old testament and the new testament. So starting with the Golden Rule along with the concepts of empathy, charity, good deeds and healing the world were values I presume that they were familiar with.
In the eight years Barack Obama has been President, there have been few instances where both Democrats and Republicans have been in agreement. After the November 2016 elections, I believe that there are several pieces of legislation which both sides might be able to compromise. One agreement is the Iran Nuclear Agreement. I would hope that elected Republican representatives would seek out the counsel of three knowledgeable, experienced and trusted individuals, Brent Scowcroft, Colin Powell and Robert Gates, all who have served Republican Presidents with expertise in foreign policy, defense and intelligence issues who are all supportive of this agreement. Even though Iran can be an adversary regarding other issues within the middle east, I think that the United States can make adjustments with our allies in this part of the world to make policy decisions to counter Iran when necessary while still verifying the compliance of this important international accord. In addition, the United States had had similar differences with the Russians in the past during the Cold War and even today. However, our differences with negotiating partners has not stopped us from moving forward with a nuclear test ban treaty, arms reduction and the elimination of nuclear proliferation.
With the presidential political campaigns and other elections ongoing throughout most of 2016, I think that the Trans Pacific Partnership (TPP) will not be voted on by Congress because it is a contentious political issue. Most Republican and Democratic candidates have been running against TPP. Even after five years of successful Obama Administration negotiating with other countries including Japan, Australia and Vietnam, etc., based upon Congresses “fast track” authority, the President may have one last opportunity to seek approval with the “lame duck” session of Congress in November (’16) following the upcoming elections. With many Democrats on record against this agreement based up labor and environmental considerations, the President will need to reach out to the Republican Congress and make concessions before this legislation is approved and the President can sign an acceptable bill. Democrats went through a similar challenge and were ultimately successful when the Clinton Administration decided to go forward with the North American Free Trade (NAFTA) Agreement with both Canada and Mexico in the 1990s.
Lastly, I hope that the current President or the next President is able to introduce a nation-wide infrastructure construction bill through Congress. After the Affordable Care Act (ACA) was passed and the House of Representatives then was taken over by a majority of Republicans, the President then went on TV to give a speech whereby he announced that his bill would include construction projects within congressional districts where sitting Republican congressman had previously submitted similar legislation. This attempt to co-opt the Republican leadership went no further. So, it is my understanding that agenda items sometimes change in politics & governing and that future attempts to introduce a jobs bills could be approved in both houses in the spirit of bipartisanship and then signed into law by the President.